I have been placed under tight control for the
weekend, tighter than ever before. Mistress told me on Friday that this would
happen and in the evening I was put into my chastity cage and sent to sleep in
the spare bedroom.
I am to keep the cage on all weekend and until
Tuesday when I next serve Master online. Until now tight control has left a
little space and free time, not anymore.
At lunchtime on Saturday Mistress lectured me on the unacceptability of
my attitude, Mistress made clear that I has not been subservient enough. I had
been overbearing at times and taken advantage of Mistress’ more lenient approach
to my control. I now wear sissy knickers
constantly, address my wife as Mistress all the time when we are alone and have
responsibility for a list of household chores.
I have learned this weekend that this is not nearly enough.
During the afternoon Mistress summoned me, had
me strip naked and put on a pair of nipple clamps and sit silently facing a
wall for about 15 minutes. I then knelt
in front of Mistress whilst I was lectured again on her expectations, told that
if things did not improve then next time the nipple clamps would be far more
severe (they are adjustable) and I would sit for much longer. It was a deeply humiliating experience and
one that left me feeling the increasing power that Mistress is now
exerting.
As the weekend progressed Mistresses’
tight control became stricter – the
bar is being raised. On Saturday evening
she teased me saying that I must be desperate to go to the toilet as it seemed
I hadn’t been all day. Mistress had not
previously made it part of her tight control that I must ask to go to the toilet,
it is now. I must also say exactly what I want to do in the toilet as I ask
permission. I am allowed no privacy so
doors are not to be closed, particularly the bathroom door. I was sent again to the spare bedroom at night
but allowed into Mistresses room on Sunday morning. After I had worshipped Mistress with my
tongue to her satisfaction she told me that I must now ask permission to enter
and leave a room. Later in the day when
I sat in a particular manner on a sofa, she told me that I must ask permission
to sit in that manner.
The effect of all of this was intense and
feels like it has pushed my submission deeper.
It meant that I could not forget my submission for a moment, it was ever
present in my mind. A few months ago I would not have imagined doing the things
habitually that I mentioned above, now they are second nature.
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